Lottie Lotus
ʚ IMPORTANT NOTE ɞ
If you are an individual with the mindset that mental or physical disabilities must be diagnosed before individuals can “claim” they have them, do not interact with us. We are not “claiming” we are a system, hence the word “suspected,” which you will see sporadically throughout the Carrd. If you are not genuinely curious or have nothing kind to say, do not interact with us. We do not need to prove ourselves to anyone who does not understand the complex process of diagnosing systems, the unfortunate freedoms stripped away from those who are diagnosed, depending on their residence, and the negative labels applied that come with it. Block us and move on, simple as that.
ʚ HOST INTRODUCTION ɞ
Welcome to the Lotus Garden System’s Carrd! I’m Lottie or Char, the host of the suspected system! We collectively spend a lot of our free time on Discord or VRChat with our beloved family and friends, especially during the Summer months, when we are not working. Let’s dive into it, shall we?
ʚ COLLECTIVE INTRODUCTION ɞ
We are known as The Lotus Garden System, an undiagnosed type of polyfragmented system. A polyfragmented system is a highly complex form of Dissociative Identity Disorder (a.k.a., DID) or OSDD with over 100 alters. We are actively in therapy with our phenomenal therapist, who has several years of experience utilizing trauma-informed cognitive behavioural, solution-focused, and dialectical behavioural therapeutic approaches. We have a total of 381 known alters, including myself, the host, and we are still learning how we function as a collective and about systems overall. Please remain patient with us as we operate differently from other systems; every system functions differently, and no two systems are the same.
ʚ HOST ABOUT ɞ
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│┊❤︎┊ʚ ABOUT ɞ
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│┊❤︎ [Femme Name]˸ Lottie
│┊❤︎ [Masculine Name]˸ Char
│┊❤︎ [Age]˸ 25 [04⁄14⁄2001]
│┊❤︎ [Gender]˸ Genderfluid
│┊❤︎ [Pronouns]˸ Any ⁄⁄ All
│┊❤︎ [Sexuality]˸ Demiromantic ⁄⁄ Demisexual
│┊❤︎ [VRC Group]˸ The Madhouse Carnival ⁄⁄
│┊ Owner ⁄⁄ Columbina
│┊❤︎ [Status]˸ Taken [05⁄27⁄2026]
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ʚ SPECIAL INTERESTS ɞ
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│┊❤︎┊ʚ SPECIAL INTERESTS ɞ
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│┊❤︎ [ GAMES ]˸ Dandy’s World, The Freak Circus
│┊❤︎ [ SHOWS ]˸
│┊⤿ [ ANIMATION ]: Blue Eye Samurai,
│┊Centaurworld, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss,
│┊Murder Drones, Q-Force, The Amazing Digital
│┊Circus
│┊⤿ [ “REALISM” ]: 2 Broke Girls, Superstore, The
│┊Walking Dead
│┊❤︎ [ MOVIES ]˸
│┊⤿ [ ANIMATION ]: Brave, K-Pop Demon Hunters,
│┊The Corpse Bride
│┊⤿ [ “REALISM” ]:
│┊❤︎ [ MUSIC ]˸
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╰────┈ ⤿ [ NOTE ]˸ DNI if you’re a dick about it.
ʚ MENTAL HEALTH ɞ
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│┊❤︎┊ʚ MENTAL HEALTH ɞ
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│┊❤︎ ［ DIAGNOSED ］˸
│┊❤︎ ［ 1 ］˸ AuDHD (e.i., Autism // ADHD)
│┊❤︎ ［ 2 ］˸ Severe Depression
│┊❤︎ ［ 3 ］˸ Severe Generalized Anxiety
│┊❤︎ ［ 4 ］˸ Severe Social Anxiety
│┊❤︎ ［ 5 ］˸ Severe PTSD
│┊❤︎ ［ UNDIAGNOSED ］˸
│┊❤︎ ［ 1 ］˸ Suspected Polyfragmented System
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╰────┈ ⤿ [ NOTE ]˸ If you're not genuinely curious about these or have nothing kind to say, please, do not interact with us.
ʚ BOUNDARIES // TRIGGERS ɞ
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│┊❤︎┊ʚ BOUNDARIES // TRIGGERS ɞ
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│┊❤︎ ［ 1 ］˸ Ask before venting/ranting.
│┊❤︎ ［ 2 ］˸ Ask before discussing heavy topics (e.g.,
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│┊❤︎ ［ 3 ］˸ Basic common sense before speaking;
│┊please, be mindful of what you say since every
│┊alters boundaries and triggers may vary.
│┊❤︎ ［ 4 ］˸ Dark Humor is acceptable, though
│┊ensure you ask before stating it with the content
│┊warnings related to it; we make our own jokes to
│┊cope with traumatic events that occurred within
│┊our lives, but it is always important that both
│┊parties ask one another before stating a dark
│┊joke.
│┊❤︎ ［ 5 ］˸ Do not direct aggressive tones or
│┊yelling at us; we will not respond appropriately
│┊(e.g., either we will meet you with the same
│┊energy, shut down entirely and be unable to
│┊communicate the issue, cry uncontrollably to a
│┊point of spiraling into a full-blown panic attack,
│┊or a mixture of all three). Civil or playful is one
│┊thing; please elaborate if you are joking around,
│┊and we will communicate if we are not in the
│┊mood for it.
│┊❤︎ ［ 6 ］˸ Do not send friend requests if you're
│┊under the age of 18; we do not interact with
│┊minors as it is inappropriate considering our
│┊bodily age.
│┊❤︎ ［ 7 ］˸ Do not direct flirtatious behaviors or
│┊overly sexualize yourself toward us if you have
│┊just met us; we only allow that behavior from
│┊our close friends who are not being serious, and
│┊our partner system, who has full permission to
│┊do so.
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╰────┈ ⤿ [ NOTE ]˸ Purposefully enacting any of the above will result in an instant block.
ʚ BASIC DNI LIST ɞ
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│┊❤︎┊ʚ DNI LIST ɞ
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│┊❤︎ ［ ABBREVIATED DNI ］˸
│┊⤿ ［ 1 ］˸ AMMs (Adult Attracted Minor);
│┊⤿ ［ 2 ］˸ MAPs (Minor Attracted Person);
│┊⤿ ［ 3 ］˸ T.R.A.S.H (Transphones // Racists //
│┊Ableists // Sexists // Homophobes);
│┊❤︎ ［ DRAMA DNI ］˸
│┊⤿ ［ 1 ］˸ Attention Seekers;
│┊⤿ ［ 2 ］˸ Defamers (individuals who attack,
│┊damage or ruin the reputation of innocents);
│┊⤿ ［ 3 ］˸ Drama Starters.
│┊❤︎ ［ “-PHILE” DNI ］˸
│┊⤿ ［ 1 ］˸ DNI Pedophiles;
│┊⤿ ［ 2 ］˸ DNI Necrophiles;
│┊⤿ ［ 3 ］˸ DNI Zoophiles.
│┊❤︎ ［ 4 — SYSTEM DNI ］˸
│┊⤿ ［ 1 ］˸ DNI Demo/Endo/Tupla Systems;
│┊⤿ ［ 2 ］˸ DNI Fakeclaimers;
│┊⤿ ［ 3 ］˸ DNI Alter Death Believers;
│┊⤿ ［ 4 ］˸ DNI System Hopper Believers.
│┊❤︎ ［ 5 — GENERAL DNI ］˸
│┊⤿ ［ 1 ］˸ Age Players;
│┊⤿ ［ 2 ］˸ Anti-Furries;
│┊⤿ ［ 3 ］˸ Babyfur // Cub Artists and Writers;
│┊⤿ ［ 4 ］˸ Darkshippers // Proshippers;
│┊⤿ ［ 5 ］˸ Groomers // Offenders;
│┊⤿ ［ 6 ］˸ Harmful Trolls;
│┊⤿ ［ 7 ］˸ Incest Overall;
│┊⤿ ［ 8 ］˸ Minors;
│┊⤿ ［ 9 ］˸ Rippers.
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╰────┈ ⤿ [ NOTE ]: DNI if you’re a supporter of anything mentioned within the above DNI List.
ʚ PERSONAL DNI LIST ɞ
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│┊❤︎┊ʚ DNI LIST ɞ
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│┊❤︎ ［ 1 — SUCHYDAMIMUS ］˸ Suchydamimus
│┊made extremely racist comments and threats,
│┊displayed pedophilic behaviors (telling 17 year
│┊olds when they turn 18, he wants to interact
│┊sexually with them), displayed grooming and S.A.
│┊behaviors, extreme sexual behaviors, preys on
│┊biological women and abuses/manipulates them
│┊into sexual activity (e.g., uses voice impressions of
│┊characters they enjoy to arouse them), etc.
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╰────┈ ⤿ [ NOTE ]: DNI if you interact with or support any of the individuals mentioned above.